
now that it is almost October
I decided to finally take down the spring wreath
hanging on my porch wall
and put up a more seasonal fall oneto my surprise
I found a nest had been carefully built into the top of the wreaththis wreath that is very colorful
but absolutely false
plastic
and fake
and it reminded me how discerning we must be
about the place where we give birthto the things of the Spiritthings can look real
smell real
feel real
and yet be totally false
scripture warns us about casting our pearls .............if the babe in your womb
does not leap
when you are with the people who surround you
you are surrounded
by the wrong people
there is a light hidden inside each candle
there are timeswords not only aren't necessaryaren't neededaren't wantedtimes only a touch will doand sometimesthat touchis a hugthere are hugsand there are hugslast SaturdayI was huggedby a gentle man from Australiait was a beautiful huga totally asexual huga heart hugit was a safe hugI was hugged
and today
such a difficult day
filled with such difficult news
it was the echo of that hug
that carried me through
hope and despair peace and angst like dancing with a fickle lover
the windsingingcallingwooingcausing fingers of waterto lift upand reach out in anticipationthe windglorious in its dancethen suddenly goneleaving only the echo of its sighas a remnant upon the land
those who know the exact price of thingsoften don't know the true costor valueof anything
the supply of Breadthe fullness of the Spiritcomes on the other side of midnight
writing is sitting at the keyboardand opening a vein