brother b moments

as the Lord would have it

yesterday morning

unexpectedly

I spent a few hours with Brother B

he has some interesting ideas and thoughts

although he says his ministry is one of healing

it turns out to be more of a deliverance ministry

his belief is that cancer is a spirit

and I tend to agree with him here

however, he also states

"cancer is your way of agreeing

with your worst opinion of yourself"

and

"cancer is benign suicide"

and

"grief is the handmaiden of death"

during the moments of our time together

it became painfully obvious

that this man from the deep south

is filled with anger, pain and judgement

and he ministers out of the brokenness of those heavy burdens

as far as I am concerned

the verdict is still out

regarding the validity of his ministry

I guess time will tell .......

for now

I will bow my heart before my King

and listen