day six moment

a death more painful than the physical death on the cross -
the death of the will

Matthew 26:46
"get up - let us be going
behold
the one who betrays me is at hand"

and it was with these words He awoke those who were asleep
His friends who were unaware of the blood soaked earth in the garden

and I hear these words
and consider not the actions of those who were there
but my response were I there -
my response to those words today

will I follow Him all the way to that final hill
how close will I stay
will I turn away or turn back
will I at any point deny